“…he left and went off to a deserted place, where he prayed”
(Mk 1:35).
What
a full day Jesus had that Saturday
in the city of Capernaum! He had spoken in the synagogue
and astonished everyone with his teaching. Then he freed
a man from an unclean spirit. After leaving the synagogue
he went to Simon and Andrew’s house where he healed Simon’s
mother-in-law. In the evening after sunset, people brought
all the sick and the possessed to him and he healed many
afflicted with various illnesses and expelled many demons
(see Mk 1:21-24).
After such
an intense day and night, Jesus managed to get up while
it was still dark and left the house before daybreak.
“…he left and went off to
a deserted place, where he prayed.”
He
was longing for the life of heaven. From there he had
come to reveal the love of God to us, to open up the way
to heaven for us, to share every aspect of our lives.
He had traveled the roads of Palestine to teach the crowds,
to cure diseases and sicknesses of every kind, and to
form disciples.
But
the life-giving power that flowed like “rivers of living
water from within him” (Jn 7:37-38), sprang from his constant
relationship with the Father. He and the Father know each
other and love each other; they are in each other, for
they are but one (see Jn 10:15,30,38).
For
him, the Father is “Abba,” which means “daddy,” the dad
he could turn to with infinite trust and boundless love.
“…he left and went off to
a deserted place, where he prayed.”
Since
the Son of God came on earth for us, he was not satisfied
to be alone in this privileged relationship of prayer.
By dying for us and redeeming us, he has made us sons
and daughters of God, his brothers and sisters.
Therefore
we too can call out to the Father with his divine invocation,
“Abba, Father,” with all that that this means: certainty
of his protection, security, and blind trust in his love,
divine consolation, strength and ardor——the ardor that
is born in a heart confident that it is loved.
Once
we have entered into the silence of our “inner room” (Mt
6:6), within our soul, we can then converse with him,
adore him, declare our love for him, and thank him. We
can also ask him to forgive us, and entrust to him all
our personal needs and humanity’s too, as well as our
dreams and hopes. What can’t we say to someone we know
who loves us immensely and who can do anything?
We
can also speak with the Word himself, with Jesus. Above
all, we can heed his voice and allow him to repeat to
us: “Take courage, it is I, do not be afraid!” (Mk 6:50),
“I am with you always, until the end of the age” (Mt.
28:20). He also invites us to follow him: “Come, follow
me” (Mt 19:21), “I say to you, [forgive] not seven times
but seventy-seven times” (Mt 18:22), “Do to others whatever
you would have them do to you” (Mt 7:12).
These
conversations can be lengthy, or they can be brief and
frequent moments throughout the day, almost like a glance
of love we throw in his direction, like whispering to
him for example: “You are my only good” (see Ps 16:2),
“This action of mine I’m offering to you.”
We
cannot do without prayer. We cannot live without breathing,
and praying is the soul breathing, the expression of our
love for God.
With
this dialogue, this relationship of communion and love,
we will be refreshed and ready to face our daily lives
with new strength and confidence. We will also discover
a more genuine relationship with others and with the things
around us.
“…he left and went off to
a deserted place, where he prayed.”
“If
we do not close the shutters of our soul by recollecting
ourselves, you, Lord, would not be able to keep company
with us as your love sometimes would want to. But once
we have set everything else aside in order to recollect
ourselves in you, we would never want to turn back, for
so sweet to the soul is union with You and so fleeting
all the rest.
“Those
who sincerely love you often feel you present, Lord, in
the silence of their rooms, in the depths of their hearts,
and this sensation moves them each time as if they had
been touched to the quick. And they thank you for being
so close to them, for being everything for them, for being
the one who gives meaning to their living and their dying.
“They
thank you, but often they do not know how to, or what
to say. They only know that you love them and that they
love you, and that there is no sweeter thing on this earth
that comes even close to this feeling. What they feel
in their soul when you appear is Heaven, and they say:
‘If Heaven is like this, oh, how beautiful it is!’
“They
thank you, Lord, for their entire lives, for having led
them up to this point. And even if shadows still exist
on the outside that could darken their paradise here on
earth, when you manifest yourself all these other things
seem remote and distant: they no longer exist.
“You
alone exist.
“That
is how it is.”